Not a question needing a second opinion. New zealand. It was round the table meeting for peranting order. The concerns I

honestly feels like I am fighting the system on my own to try protect my children from harm. It feel like I am hitting a dead end every time. I don't know anymore who to turn to so they can help. I have three daughters in my care. ********** (2 years old), ********** (9months), ************ (9months). This is the second time my now ex have a protection order against him. This show that he will not change. The incident happened in January. He hit me on the head with his fist while having our 6 month old twin (then) in his arms. He has verbally abused *********** a lot. The court has ordered *********to have 10 sessions through Supervised Visits. My lawyer said no matter what the out come was they will fight for the supervised visits to carry on. She also said that "the balls are in my court". Yesterday I had the round the table meeting I had brought all my paper work along side me with all the concerns. First visit through Supervision I gave a note to say the kids are due for lunch with lunch in the bag. He did not feed them. The supervisor and my lawyer said its not neglect. Second visit he breach the protection order but the supervisor left the scene when he gave me the kids. His supervisor never contacted me to get my side of the story and told the police it wasn't a breach. When i raised this yesterday at the meeting they said the report had no concerns via supervision. Everything that he has done to my 2 year old wasn't a concern yesterday my voice my concerns was silenced it was three lawyers against me because the report said 'No Concerns". Because the report said 'No Concerns" automatically it wipes out the family history of abuse. This is NOT OK. Everything I was told I sure wasn't prepared for what i walked into yesterday. It was literally their way or the highway. From 2 hour visits each week it went to 2days from 9am to 3 pm with his step mother that used to abuse him (which they did not care about) and his father only being supported visits. The lawyer for child do know the step mother as well. my concerns over them they did not care about. I told the lawyer for child 2 weeks before the incident. ********* put ********* on the bench took his vape and told her to take a puff of it. Her responds were i will tell them they are not allowed to vape around the kids. She didn't even care. How will i know these kids are not being abused in any way. my daughter is not at that age where she can tell me. I do not want these kids to be mentally screwed because i got pushed into a corner. I am a very concerned mother. I do not come from a home were there was abuse. I am trying to stop it from happening because this is moving way to fast for him to get the kids. I am honestly having so much concerns because how is family violence ever going to stop if they keep letting this happen. I am honestly seeking help to protect these children from abuse.